Sudah Baca, Kiss The Rain?

I often close my eyes, and I can see you smile.
You reach out for my hand, and I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love, and I never will

And every night, I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me, like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when you can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

Pelangi Kusam

“Inilah takdirku dari rahim bumi,

entah berapa lama lagi,

aku terpaksa terlelap dalam kekusaman ini.”

“Masa kecil memang menyenangkan.

Selalu dalam riang dan candaan. Tidak seperti remaja sekarang,

terlalu banyak hati yang terkorbankan.”

“Walaupun terlalu kusam, aku akan tetap dalam syukur yang mendalam.

Meskipun akhirnya ditakdirkan gelap, setidaknya aku merasakan

 secerca pancaran sinar redup.”

“Bukankah yang namanya kusam, hanya konotasi kegelapan sementara?”